Fun Friday Nights ^_^

Hello guys. Long time, no blog. LOL. I miss blogging. :)
There's a lot of under the sun topics i want to blog this past few days but im too lazy to write it down. Oh well, where will i start? Hmmm.

Let's start with what happened last week, friday. I was invited in a birthday party (one of Project Managers of water department). Luckily, i feel connected to him because he also came to our province (kapampangan) so we easily exchange thoughts about our province. I was with my co-engineers, and then they ask me to sing in the karaoke. If you read my previous blogpost, you'll know how i love singing in Karaoke, but in front of those professional engineers? To think that i was new to the company? I was like... "no way...ah, okay, okay, i'll sing, sir." hahaha. Ang kulit lang, pinilit kasi nila ako..ng konti. Nahiya din naman ako, sinong hndi? I couldnt even feel my hands in nervousness. I managed to sing three songs, though. (kapal ng mukha! Haha) everytime i finished a song, they would yell "more! More! Rhoma! Rhoma!" including the vice president of our dept, for heaven's sake! XD but after three songs, i refused to sing again and told them jokingly they will never get the chance to hold the microphone if they would let me sing again. Haha. It was fun. Nakikisigaw ako kapag sama-sama nilang sinisigaw (sa malalalim na boses, mga lalaki e) ang birthday jingle nila kay Sir Jun (The birthday celebrant hehe). But the most embarassing moment for me is when someone dragged me to dance. Buseeet! Haha seemed that someone is having a good time. LOL. He's not the birthday celebrant, but he's so talkative and pabida like the birthday celebrant. Haha at the end of the day or at the end of the night rather, umalis n kmi ng mga nine thirty. Dapat ay 8pm kami aalis, but they insisted to extend our stay there. Again, that was a fun experience. I got the chance to know DMCI field engineers one by one although after that night, wala na kong naaalala kahit isa sa kanila. Oh, forgive my memory gap. XD Kaya nga no'ng tuesday, someone greeted me and i couldnt remember him. Waaa. What a memory.. Even the person who drove us home, i couldnt remembr his face. XD but at least, i knew him by name. lol

Then another fun friday night yesterday. Together with my other co-engineers (tatlo kami hehe), we ate out after office hours. We just laugh, laugh and laugh hanggang pauwi. And the topic was me. Mga bully talaga iyong mga 'yon. Haha But in a good day, since it wasn't offending naman. Its how i handle the joke. LOL. Inaasar kasi ako, masarap daw kasi aqng asarin dahil nasa personality ko na raw iyon. Actually, isa sa mga inaasar nila sa akin during the past few days ay ang pagkakahawig ko raw kay Rhian Ramos. I was like, "Really?? What the heck!" Artistahin ang peg? Haha I denied it and said "ang layo po! Kaboses ko lang daw po" but they insisted. They even researched pictures of Rhian Ramos and then they both looked at me. Haha laughtrip, pareho pa daw nagsisimula sa "RH" at R ang pangalan at apelyido namin. LOL. Nakakahiya naman, sinasabi ko dito ito. Don't you ever tease me, people. Mahiya naman ako sa kutis at nose ko, ang puti at tangos ng ilong no'ng tao :P
LOL. Anyway, i admit, it wasn't the first time someone told me i looked like the young controversial actress. Hindi ako ganoon kaganda, but they said our eyes and shape of the face were the same. Oh well, pati din daw sa boses. Anu ba 'yan nakakahiya na tuloy...

Ah basta, I wasn't the one who told myself that i looked like Rhian Ramos. Everytime na may nagsasabi sa kin nyan, skeptic pa din ako at di pa rin naniniwala. :P LOL

This is Engr. Rhoma Reyes, signing off and looking for more fun friday nights :)

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Hmmm part 2 ^_^

Kapag may nagustuhan talaga akong kanta, ulit-ulit talaga ang kantang 'yon. Kagaya na lang ng "Made in the USA" ni Demi Lovato at "We can't stop" ni Miley Cyrus. At marami pang iba. I really love pop music. :) I won't brag about how i love music, kasi pasumpong-sumpong lang ako, e. Minsan, nakiki-update, minsan hindi. Pero ganito ko maipapaliwanag ang pagkahilig ko sa music: Iharap niyo sa akin ang Karaoke, at ako ang unang-unang kakanta. Volunteer ba. :') Ganyan kakapal ang mukha ko. Haha

Anyway, lately ay napapaisip lang ako sa isang bagay. Someone told me na studious daw aq, at sa "sobrang talino" ko raw e nakakakailang daw ako kausapin at tanungin ng mga bagay2 dahil baka mapahiya raw sa akin. Am I really this unapproachable? Really? Ilang ulit ko bang sasabihin na hindi ako matalino. Huhu Isa lang akong normal na tao na nagttyagang magaral noon dahil iyon naman talaga ang dahilan kung bakit tayo pumapasok sa school db? Matagal ko ng nararamdaman na may mga taong intimidated sa akin kaya ayaw ako kausapin. Hindi naman ako nangangain ng tao, madali naman ako kausap. Kapag kinausap niyo ako, kakausapin ko din naman kayo.

Ako kasi ang tipo ng tao na sumusunod sa attitude ng tao na nakakasalamuha ko. Kapag makulit, makulit ako. Kapag tahimik, tahimik din ako. Mahiyain ako, e. Kaya talagang inaantay ko na mauna silang kausapin ako. I don't know why im like this. Maybe because im afraid of rejection. Never pa naman aqng d kumausap ng taong naunang kumausap sa kin kaya, i promise, di talaga kayo mapapahiya.

*sigh* wala,e. Ganito na ako. I cannot change myself. Now i know kung bakit kaunti lang din ang male friends ko. To think that i'm in engineering field. I have many aquaintances but friends? Nabawasan pa ng isa because of his conflict to my bestfriend. Ofcourse, even though kaibigan ko xa, i chose my bestfriend..anyway, as i was saying, No one really have the courage to talk to me outside studies.

Kaya siguro, iyong mga opposite ko ang mas makakasundo ko. Tingin niyo? Haha

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Hmmm

Every time I feel I'm the dumbest person in the world, I would just console myself when I passed the board and my mentor told me, "magaling to, e." No'ng sinabi niya sa akin ito noong oath taking when I ask her if I could take some pictures with her, grabe talaga ang tuwa ko. I couldn't believe that she acknowledged my effort. Not that I'm bragging that "I'm smart"-- hindi po ako matalino. A big NO. Ito iyong paniniwala sa sarili ko na kaya ko pala. Na hindi ko dapat minamaliit ang sarili ko. Masaya ako dahil hindi man sa katalinuhan kung bakit niya ako nakilala, somehow, she had seen my efforts. And that's the most important thing. EFFORT.

Anyway, lately ay lagi akong nagkakamali. Sino ba ang gustong magkamali? Sometimes, ang hirap ng nagsisimula but you have to be strong. There are many people who will belittle you, and all you have to do is to prove them they are wrong. I'm having a hard time proving myself to everyone. Ah, lahat naman ng bagay ay mahirap sa umpisa. Lagi ko ngang sinasabi sa sarili ko na "keep pushing, Rhoma".

Iba talaga ang actual sa theory na pinagaaralan sa school. More learnings sa actual. Kaya mo iyan, Rhoma!

Another Day

Good morning, my blog. This is another day of my life. I'm actually having a really smooth week unlike the previous weeks, but i feel stressed as usual. Ah, kailan ba 'yon nawala? Anyway, i don't have the appetite to eat every meal but im trying very hard to eat because my body needs it. And when i do that, i feel nausating all the time. :(

Oh, no. Its not what you think. I'm not, you know, pregnant. Haha! Baka kasi iniisip niyo. It's just im like this when i have many things in mind. And i always have many things in my mind so im always stressed. LOL ano daw?

I wonder when will i gain weight. I
'm underweight because of my height. my weight is 49.40kgs but my height is 165cm so underweight talaga. Haha My Godmother told me to take some vitamins. Hmm. I'll think about it.

So...they say its payday today. LOL. Wag niyo kong hohold-up-in dahil hindi ko alam kung kasama aq sa susuweldo because my timesheet was not gven to me. Haha.

I actually just have 2 hours of sleep since i slept 3.30am. I worked out my template sheet on estimation of valve box,and because of my slowness, i finished it 3 hrs. Damn it. Lately, what bothers me is that im taking time to accomplish something. But time is gold, i knew it have to catch every learnings fast. Hayy. I'm such a slow learner...

I gotta go, folks. Good morning. :)

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Remembering my Mother

I woke up, crying. I dreamt about my mother. And God, I missed her soo much. I want her to stay. She said she would leave because we wanted to. Oh, mother. Sorry. So sorry if you think we gave up on you. That's not what we wanted. We don't want to see you suffer...and we couldnt take seeing you like that. If we're in pain, God knows how much you're more in pain. I love you and I missed you, Ma...

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Purpose in Life?

Time to compose a blog entry. Yehey!

I dont know why i can't post a new blogpost using the computer. So i'm trying to post using my phone. :) I hope it'll work.

So, unlike my previous blog entry, i feel better today. All my stress were washed away after i messaged my father and got the rare chance to see my college bestfriends, ate Rashmi and Lady Rose. And ofcourse, last but not the least, Our basketball team Gilas Pilipinas made it to the Finals of FIBA Asia. Wuuuu! The game was exciting. It's not predictable since at the start of the fourth quarter, it became a seasaw game against the Korea. :)

Anyway, I realized, its true that never compare others chapter 20 to your chapter1. I agree. *sigh* (emo mode turn on) If only i had the self confidence, which i don't really have no matter how i try, i wouldn't be stressed everytime i would go to work. Damn that photocopy machine. That machine ruined my whole week. I don't know why. It's just, what the hell, i didnt do anythng, it just went crazy all of the sudden. Almost half a ream of bondpaper were... wasted. And basically speaking, its all my fault. Although deep down to myself, i really, didnt do anything para ma-recopy yun ng madaming beses. How frustating.

I almost cried that day, thinking at the middle of the busy station of MRT, about what on earth was my purpose in life? Why is it so hard to live with other people? Why i always fail, feel like the dumbest person in the planet? Why do I have to feel so down, that i hate myself so much? Sometimes, i feel that I'm not afraid to die anytime, im just afraid it would hurt. Because i don't think i have a purpose in life. Yes, I have many dreams. But what will i get when i reach my dream? When i think of my mother and our dreams, i would just cry silently. My mother won't be here anyway. No matter how i want to hug her, i couldn't. No matter how many times i would utter the word "sorry", she won't come back... One of the reason why i'm lonely because i missed her whenever i feel so low. less than three months na lang, one year death anniv na Mama. Sometimes, life is just so hard.. Hard to let go. Even though the memories were painful, its hard to erased it on my mind.

That's what i felt yesterday. But God really is good. He gave me a looong break to recover about how i felt this week. Holiday plus weekends. Time to think peaceful thoughts and have great time with friends, aunt and brother.

Maganda pa rin 'yong marami kang napapagsabihan para mailabas ang frustration. Stress absorber ba. You are one of my stress absorber, my blog. Now i know what is my purpose in life-- to continue searching... For real hapiness and lovelife. Kailan kaya ako magkaka-love life? Sabay ganun. Hehe!

Gilas Pilipinas. Laban at Puso. Thats what i'm talking about! I'm proud to be a Filipino.

Pingris, Ocampo, Alapag, Fonacier, Castro, Chan, David, etc., great job! Panalo ang steal ni pingris and three point shots by Alapag in the last quarter. All the hardwork worth it! Way to go #spain2014 ! Finals bukas with Iran, kahit surebol na, galingan niyo pa dn, mga men. ^_^

Babala, ang entry na ito ay masyadong emosyonal. Masaya at malungkot. Bipolar lang. LOL

Oops, sorry. Too late to say that.

Till next time. Goodnight!

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MRT

The title is where i am right now when typing this blogpost. Guadalupe station na raw. Haha So, since my station is 2nd to the last station pa, i'll just compose a blogpost. Pampalipas oras.

Well, i feel sad and frustrated again. I don't understand and imagine what on earth happened to the plan of pre-cast element that was gven to me. I was suppose to compute the formworks and volume of concrete, but how could i? Tskk. Bukas na lang daw. Buti na lang, mabait si Ma'am. Haha although iniisip ko pa din kung bakit hindi kaintindi-intindi ang pesteng plano na 'yon.. Huhuhuhu i wonder if i could sleep peacefully.. T.T

Try and try...!

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Don't Judge the Book by its Cover

Most of the time, i feel rejected. Rejected. Why? Because I think some people judge me according to the way they want to think of me based on my mere actions. Yes, you judge people based on what they say and act but they didn't care to understand why i act like that. They didn't care... to look deep into that person. We mostly judge the person that we don't know that much or even... personally. Sometimes, we are being defensive (enumerate reasons why we judge that person) because that's what we want to believe and eventually, hoping to get sympathy with other people. It's true that you cannot please other people. Show them the real you, and they will reject you. Say what you feel and they will judge you. Oh, We people. We hate our own shadows, right?

Do we have a right to judge people? No. Because we don't know what they're going through. Unless you want to take a fit on their shoe once in your life? But you don't want to. And since that's impossible, why judge them?

"Learn to respect all kinds of people because everyone is fighting a battle on their own. We all have our own problems, bad side and bad days. But their is so much more behind it."

-credits to the owner of the quote. :)

Okay lang sabihin ang opinyon natin sa isang tao. Pero, hindi yata maganda kung ulit-ulit na nating jina-judge yung tao at nakakasira na ng pagkatao 'yong mga sinasabi natin. That's too bad, right?

Remember: Don't be too defensive.

Anyway, i guess i should learn to care a little less to those people. Ah, but more thanks to them, i learned to strive more and to continue reaching my goals. I still haven't proven anything so i'll just work my butt out and do my best to concentrate to my career, making sure i'm not hurting other people.

Haha. Wala na naman akong mapost. Ang gusto ko lang naman sabihin, bakit wala akong lovelife? Hahahaha!

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