Hmmm

Every time I feel I'm the dumbest person in the world, I would just console myself when I passed the board and my mentor told me, "magaling to, e." No'ng sinabi niya sa akin ito noong oath taking when I ask her if I could take some pictures with her, grabe talaga ang tuwa ko. I couldn't believe that she acknowledged my effort. Not that I'm bragging that "I'm smart"-- hindi po ako matalino. A big NO. Ito iyong paniniwala sa sarili ko na kaya ko pala. Na hindi ko dapat minamaliit ang sarili ko. Masaya ako dahil hindi man sa katalinuhan kung bakit niya ako nakilala, somehow, she had seen my efforts. And that's the most important thing. EFFORT.

Anyway, lately ay lagi akong nagkakamali. Sino ba ang gustong magkamali? Sometimes, ang hirap ng nagsisimula but you have to be strong. There are many people who will belittle you, and all you have to do is to prove them they are wrong. I'm having a hard time proving myself to everyone. Ah, lahat naman ng bagay ay mahirap sa umpisa. Lagi ko ngang sinasabi sa sarili ko na "keep pushing, Rhoma".

Iba talaga ang actual sa theory na pinagaaralan sa school. More learnings sa actual. Kaya mo iyan, Rhoma!