I've been contemplating about myself... and there are many things that I found out about myself. This is because it seems like I don't know myself anymore. Have I changed or pretending to be someone I'm not just for the people to accept me?
I am the person who secretly fears first time experiences.You won't find any thrill in my bones. I just want a smooth life sailing into a calm sea. If possible, I want to run away from those first time experiences or postponed it. But no matter how I ran away and how many times I postpone it, if it's inevitable and I have no choice but to face it, that is the time I am stressed up to the highest level. I hate first times for I am likely to commit mistakes. I know that it's okay to be wrong because you'll learn from it. But you know, when it comes to me, I think it isn't. You'll gonna find out why in the second paragraph.
I am a slow person. I don't get things at first unlike any other smart people. That is the reason why I don't understand why people 'looked up' to me like "Ikaw, pa. Sisiw lang sa `yo `yan." NO. When something is new to me, it takes time for me to get it. I'm such a slow person. I need a minute to think about the spelling of "Christmas" or even the correct pronunciation of "gravel". It requires TIME and much EFFORT for me to get familiar with a certain topic. What I could brag about is that I'm a hardworking person if it suits me. Meaning, if I want it, I want it. There's no more turning back-- by hook or by crook.
I also hate asking people. I'd rather find the answer myself if its possible. If not, thats the time i'll start asking questions. Its free to ask questions, but i believe finding the answer yourself is much better. You'd remember it easily right? XD
In terms of socializing with people, what i think about myself is i'm in the middle of being an introvert and the opposite of it. What is it called again? Extrovert? LOL. So, as i was saying i couldn't say if i'm "makulit" and talkative but i'm definitely not a people person. I usually hate phone calls. If possible, I'd rather talk personally or just a message in social networking sites or text will do. I don't say outloud whats on my mind, I write it in a piece of paper or type it as a status in my facebook account. I think many times before saying anything for i am afraid others might get hurt unintentionally.
I'm likely very easy to please and convince because i hate rejecting people. I'm a touchy person and always dwell in the past. i Love collecting sentimental items. So, what else? Tama na muna. Baba muna ko ng mrt. LOL
I am the person who secretly fears first time experiences.You won't find any thrill in my bones. I just want a smooth life sailing into a calm sea. If possible, I want to run away from those first time experiences or postponed it. But no matter how I ran away and how many times I postpone it, if it's inevitable and I have no choice but to face it, that is the time I am stressed up to the highest level. I hate first times for I am likely to commit mistakes. I know that it's okay to be wrong because you'll learn from it. But you know, when it comes to me, I think it isn't. You'll gonna find out why in the second paragraph.
I am a slow person. I don't get things at first unlike any other smart people. That is the reason why I don't understand why people 'looked up' to me like "Ikaw, pa. Sisiw lang sa `yo `yan." NO. When something is new to me, it takes time for me to get it. I'm such a slow person. I need a minute to think about the spelling of "Christmas" or even the correct pronunciation of "gravel". It requires TIME and much EFFORT for me to get familiar with a certain topic. What I could brag about is that I'm a hardworking person if it suits me. Meaning, if I want it, I want it. There's no more turning back-- by hook or by crook.
I also hate asking people. I'd rather find the answer myself if its possible. If not, thats the time i'll start asking questions. Its free to ask questions, but i believe finding the answer yourself is much better. You'd remember it easily right? XD
In terms of socializing with people, what i think about myself is i'm in the middle of being an introvert and the opposite of it. What is it called again? Extrovert? LOL. So, as i was saying i couldn't say if i'm "makulit" and talkative but i'm definitely not a people person. I usually hate phone calls. If possible, I'd rather talk personally or just a message in social networking sites or text will do. I don't say outloud whats on my mind, I write it in a piece of paper or type it as a status in my facebook account. I think many times before saying anything for i am afraid others might get hurt unintentionally.
I'm likely very easy to please and convince because i hate rejecting people. I'm a touchy person and always dwell in the past. i Love collecting sentimental items. So, what else? Tama na muna. Baba muna ko ng mrt. LOL
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