After Movie Thoughts

I soooo love Ashton Kutcher! I mean, not because of his looks but his character in the movie "Killers". It's a romantic-action movie, just like the movie "Knight and Day". The way Spencer (Ashton Kutcher's character) took care of his wife (Katherine Heigl) to keep her safe, it's just soooo SWEET. I won't tell exactly what are my favorite scenes 'cause I don't wanna be a spoiler. I would just recommend you to watch it. ^_^

The movie makes me think about how does it feels when someone's protecting you… like, care for you? I want to feel that. Even though I stopped writing romance novels, I'll always be a hopeless romantic person.  I believe my poor prince charming's just over there, maybe stuck in a twig or something. HAHA. Okay fine, sometimes I'm bitter when it comes to other's relationship (when I see couple in public places LOL), 'cause I sometimes believe that I won't be having mine… ever.  But you know, maybe I'll just find out what's on the other side of the bridge when I get there. Whenever I say: "Hindi na ako magaasawa," lagi nilang sinasabi: "Kakainin mo din `yang sinasabi mo, hindi mo pa kasi nakikilala ang lalaking para sa `yo." Then I would just laugh at them with a big "HA-HA".

I don't know. Feeling ko lang, walang lalaking maglalakas loob na magsasabi ng "I love you" sa `kin. HAHA! Do you know that I'm smiling right now? I'm actually fighting myself not to laugh while writing this blog entry. Kapag nabasa `to ng hindi ko kilala, they would think I'm crazy. But what's crazy for assessing your own feelings and thoughts? HAHA

Okay. Let me tell you a secret. Ito ang tinatawag na "NEVER" checklist.

-Never pa akong hinatid ng isang lalaki sa house namin.

-No guy ever told me… ILY-- in the face. (shucks I want to cover my face)

-No guy has ever courted me. (Maybe because I'm ugly or my personality sucks. OR maybe because i'm not good in english HAHA)

-I've never been into a "romantic date" ( I had a few movie date but I don't even think it's a date because… we're just friends. That's what he told to my bestfriend. It's kinda weird that they're sometimes talking about me, you know. HAHA)

-I never had a first dance (wala kaming JS prom, e.)

-Never pa akong nabigyan ng flowers.

-Well… I've never fallen, madly, deeply, head-over-heels in love. YET.

-Never pa akong nagka-boyfriend. ( Okay, paulit-ulit na. I wouldn't say it again because I feel it sounds so embarrassing.)

Wala na akong sasabihin pa. Nakakahiya na, e. Sometimes, I want to ask myself, "Where on earth did you get all that romantic bones, stuffs and ideas, Rhoma?"

Ah, ano kayang pakiramdam na may nag-aalaga, nagaalala at pumo-protekta  sa `yo? I mean, in a romantic way, between a man and a woman.  I love myself( yeah, right), but how does it feels like when you know there are other person who love you too? xD Damn that movie, it makes me think of a thousand questions about relationship.

Since I've never been in a romantic relationship, "experience-ly" speaking, I don't know what I'm writing (in my novels). HAHA. But anyway, hindi naman ibig sabihin na hindi mo pa nae-experience ang mga sinusulat mo ay hindi `yon totoo. Who knows? Baka magkatotoo `yon. Hmmm. Which makes me think, may lalaki nga ba na katulad ng sinusulat ko na… almost perfect?

Damn right, nobody's perfect. I'm no Miss perfect so why should I look for Mr. Perfect? Nah, I don't even have a plan for looking. I  wrote this blog entry not because I want a lovelife, either. This is only my thoughts. Kung nasaan man ang prince charming ko, just keep calm and love... yourself first. HAHA if you don't love yourself, how on earth would you love me? LOL

Agh! I just want Ashton Kutcher himself. Can I take him home? LOL

Engr. Rhoma Reyes, signing off. :)